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REFLECTIONS ON INDIGENEITY 

I value aesthetics, critical thought and concept in my work, but above all I seek connection. Connection to others, to the earth, connection to my own identity and the history of my ancestors. My brother and I are the first in my mom’s family to be denied enrollment in the Apsáalooke (Crow) tribe because of the blood quantum regulation. Like many other mixed race Indigenous people, we have grown up faced with emotional confusion and identity questions raised by the current debate surrounding the concept of authenticity, and the qualifications for federal recognition. I have gravitated towards making artwork to sort through my personal thoughts regarding the matter, and hope to raise awareness of an issue that has shaped my identity, and continues to shape the future of Indigenous communities across the United States and Canada.

Some of the imagery that I use is drawn from tradition, and some I developed to speak to my own experiences with navigating the world as an indigenous woman. I often incorporate imagery of elk teeth in my work. They are important to the Crow tribe, and have personal significance to me as a holder of childhood memories and a symbol of my family. 

Baby Stella + Tom at the Crow Fair

Baby Stella (me) + brother Tom at the Crow Fair 

I am wearing my first elk-tooth dress, handmade by my Mum (Anita Moore-Nall)

Elk tooth resin replica

Resin replica of Elk tooth

1/8: I am Afraid, Cyanotype, Acrylic + Beadwork,  19 x 25 in, 2020.

This work is featured as the cover of Cutbank Literary Magazine: Edition 93 

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Elk Tooth Study 2

Acrylic, Graphite, Ground Glass + Beadwork

6 x 8 in, 2020.

Elk Tooth Study 1

Acrylic, Graphite + Screen Print

6 x 8 in, 2020.

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One of the symbols that frequents my work is the bird with hands for wings. The hand-bird emerged as a way to speak about my experiences as a mixed race Crow woman and the pressures that I feel under our tribe's current enrollment policy. The Crow word for ourselves is Apsáalooke, which means children of the large-beaked birds.

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From Where?, Beaded Screen Print, 7.5 x 11 in, 2020.

To Where?
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To Where?, Beaded Screen Print, 11.5 x 15 in, 2020.

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Split, Screen Print, 36 x 48 in, 2020.

In some pieces I depict the hand birds flying towards a larger, inaccessible beak; which is symbolic both of the blood quantum required for me to be enrolled in my tribe, and the internalized standards and stereotypes perpetuated by society which dictate what a Native American should look and act like. At times in my life, especially as a young person, I have experienced significant feelings of inadequacy that come from constantly being asked to prove myself, by both my own community and those outside it. 

 

Xuahchee,  Carved acrylic painting on reclaimed wooden door, 28 x 68 1/4 inches, 2020.

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Please, Mixed media on wood panel, 12 x 12 in, 2019.

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In other pieces, the hand bird appears without chasing a larger beak. In these instances, it is symbolic of my efforts to accept myself as I am, and let my connection to my family, our traditions and the history of our people be enough. It is symbolic of claiming my Indigeneity, in spite of the many forces which urge me to forget it. 

Self Portrait, Digital Illustration, 2020